I got away , i went away to jamaica for the week it was incredible.My mum called me while i was there ,she told me she'd found my laxatives.
I lied to her said they were from ages ago ,she said she was worried i assured her there was no need to be.
She believed me.
But she threw them all away i normally buy 2 packs at a time which comes to £10 for a teenage girl who has a slight shopping addiction and a not so normal obsession with topshop that £1o could have gone to towards clothes! so i wasn't happy but more so because i now have 0 laxatives.
I've put on so much weight ,i don't know how to even start losing again.
I must start watching my intake again restricting setting boundaries rules.
Tomorrow
I say tomorrow every-time but i have to mean it this time I just can't seem to cope with much anymore.
Off topic-
Im still in love with yuval.
I know i shouldn't be everyone says i can do better ,he's a prick ect but he wasnt to me.
To me he was the most incredible person I have ever had the pleasure of knowing and I hate him not being in my life anymore.
Listening to Taylor Swifts new album i have never cried so much just listening to songs.
Last Kiss
Back to december
Haunted
Our
Especially have brought on the water works. Girls and boys, if your with someone and you really like them don't mess it up! like i did.
'wishing I realized what I had when you were mine' -Back to december
I wish i had realized this everyday .
Stay strong my lovelies X
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