1 month till xmas

I hate when people say they’re “pro-ana” when they’re just dieting. Pro ana means pro anorexia. A diet isn’t anorexia. It is a disease. You can have thinspo, you can have goal weights and all of that. But you’re not pro ana. You’re not anorexic. Anorexia is more than just not liking how you look. When you’re anorexic you’re no longer you. You are anorexic.

Dieting blogs are great <3

But don’t call them pro-ana blogs UNLESS you have an ed. You know?

24/11/10

When you call a girl fat or ugly, it’s engraved into her mind. Every insult will stay with her forever, reminding her that she’s worthless, disgusting, and unloved. Her mind will be programmed to put herself down, to hate herself and her body. Call her pretty? She’ll remember it for a moment. Call her ugly? She’ll never forget it. Because she’s a slave to the pain that you never even thought about.

4/11/10

Every things so weird with me now.

Today for dinner i had chicken pad thai with rice but after eating it I threw every last bit of it up,I've made my self throw up before but never been that great at it.But this time I was so good I didn't stop when it hurt I just pushed my finger further back till more came up.

I was worried about my self but happy with my achievement.

I'm not sure what I'm becoming but if I'm getting thinner its for the best right?

Resistance

Intake

Glass of milk

Glass of apple juice

Jacket potato

still done so bad!