Confessions

I've had an ED before

But i recovered .I stopped .I don't really want to talk to much about it but from my experiences I realized i was nothing without it I missed it.I put on weight since then and I've hated my self everyday . Before I took laxatives I purged fasted ect. And i stopped .I dont know how but I just did.

But now I'm back and I have to be skinny. Summers coming ,the parties are coming everything starting which means short skirts cropped tops dresses and so on.

I haven't done well today.Im not even going to write what I've eaten because its just making me sick to think about it. But I will do better tomorrow.It will be hard because Im filming a tv program (just as an extra) and the chaperones sit down with you and make sure you eat. But I'll figure it out.