And the tears just keep coming

So yuval bbmed today and he made his mind up

heres how the conversation went

yuval : i need a break

me: ?

yuval : From everything

me : Ok then

End of conversation ,what did i really expect how could i compete with Sophie ,I don't think i ever have liked a boy as much as i liked him. I felt like he was my best friend we could talk about anything ,fight and make up straight away laugh about anything and everything. Im going to miss him so much .I cant believe he's done this to me ,i choose him over max. Things would be so much easier if i was a lesbian. But that isn't happening ha.

I woke up this morning jumped on the scales and I'm down to 113.8 thats one pound from yesterday. Its 5:52pm here and i haven't drank or eaten anything all day so hopefully it will be lower again tomorrow. My mum was ordering hi sushi earlier and i said i didn't want ,so she then told me how i was looking very thin and i don't need to starve my self I'm already thin.

(lie i have a fat ass)

Then she told me how she's bought loads of fruit and she wants me to have 2 oranges and a apple .So i said no i'll have to oranges ,which i probably wont do but oh well ,but if i do have them there baby oranges so should be okay.

I hope you all are okay and reaching your goals

Much Love x