Frustration is taking over

My mother is annoying me to a point now .She keeps going on about my eating heres how one of the conversations went.

(Last night)

Mum:Come down stairs were going to eat dinner together

(we never eat together unless its like christmas)

Me: Umm why

Mum:Because i thought it would be nice

Me:Mum i know this because you think im not eating properly

(Mum Puts my sushi in-front of me sushi's low cal but still i didnt want to eat)

I pretend im eating she goes out of the room i stuff some of the sushi into my pocket

Me:I dont like this sushi mum its the wrong one. And you know me I love my food (i used to)

and I am eating properly I had a paini (LIE) as well as my jaloff rice for lunch today

Mum:Yes but thats what 'those people' say and it can start of small but it can get serious (blah blah blahh whatevs) and plus spent £5 on that eat it come on.

I eventually get out of eating by saying i'll have a bowl of pasta salad later.

So i did i had a bowl of that which im not happy about i was sure by this morning I'd be heavier

But guess what ?

I wasn't i now weigh 115lbs

this made me so happy this morning, so i had my packeted lunch at school pasta salad again and but its healthy and low cal and my water . But heres the problem tonight its shepards pie for dinner so i have to get it in my room and shove it in something till i can get rid of it.I cant eat twice in one day so my little plan has to work .

On a good note, my hip bones are really sticking out , you can like see a shadow where my stomach is in the middle if that makes sense ?

Any way Wish me luckkk ,I so need it. And i'll be posting a swimsuit thinspo later

Thanks for following x